realizations

i always thought of myself as a calm, happy-go-lucky, relatively unruffled person.

i guess i am, most of the time.

but twice in three weeks i have been uncomfortably angry.  countless other times i have been irritated, annoyed.  yeah, that’s being angry, too.  it’s just calling it something different to make it not sound as bad.

funny thing is, all these scenarios of anger have revolved around the same person.

it’s kind of funny, really.