yes it’s no again

what am i supposed to do now?

won’t You show me?

i can’t believe that my future is empty

but my horizon is

i don’t want to grow bitter

but i feel the gall settling in

there’s so much i want to do

what do You want me to?

are my dreams wrong

or just in between us?

i didn’t know rejection’s wound

could sting so much

what are You teaching me?

where am i supposed to be?

what am i supposed to do?

maybe it’s just trust You