you’re always the happy-go-lucky one

and i am the worrier

you’re the drama queen

yet i remain unfazed

we’ve laughed ourselves sick late at night

and talked of secrets in the dark

i held your hand when you sobbed out

your anger and guilt and heartbreak about her

the tears trickled down my cheeks

into piles of wimpy lettuce

you’ve loved me and angered me

inspired me and challenged me

i can’t imagine what life would be like

should the worst happen

i don’t want to acknowledge

that it could happen

but whatever happens

i love you

and His hands are bigger than mine

hold His