questions but not answers

i wonder

i do

about him

and her

i told

myself no

but still

i wonder

eyes of

muted blue

look into

eyes of

bright blue

and i

watch them

but now

i do

not know

i wonder

not knowing

and don’t

like it

yet that

is always

how it

will be

for it

concerns me

not really

after all

still curious

i wonder

sporadically