dying

you

you make me sick

(i infect myself thinking of you)

you eat me up inside

killing me alive

(internally i destroy myself for external purposes)

you suck the life right out of me

(i feast on our festering wounds)

please just kill me now

or end it somehow

(i don’t know what to do)

(please show me what to do)

this isn’t what life was meant to be

broken permanently

don’t you know it’s killing me?

(because it’s killing you)